This is a post or even a sentence l could never imagine writing a year ago.. l have entered and been picked as one of the 16 finalists for the Team PlussizeUK 2016 calender, Yes me... Mrs Happy who is plus size and nearly 50,
My Journey...
Who'd have thought it eh, certainly not me, When l told Mr Happy about the email he just smiled and said" well go for it you deserve it," even writing those words brings tears to my eyes..
Mr Happy and l have been together nearly 5 years, when we first met l lost all confidence in myself, my body, and even my ability to be woman that men would be attracted to..l had built this massive glass box around myself and so yes people could see me but never get to my emotions, having been married for 18 years and now found myself alone..
He very gently brought my confidence, smile and laugh back and broke down that glass box...
I had enjoyed reading many of the blogs by plussize bloggers, and finally last year l took the giant leap one night when the regular insomnia had raised it's ugly head that l thought, yes l'll make a blog and write my first post.... l can still remember now my finger hoovering over the PUBLISH button, and thought to hell with it , just go for it.... So l did and then shut down my laptop and went off to bed,
The next morning l had several texts from my friends that said they loved reading My Blog, yes mine and they looked forward to reading more... and thats it that how Mrs Happy is almost 50 was born... then l had to overcome now lack of confidence and start doing the outfit of the day photo's on Instagram... Mr Happy, would smile if l asked him, but never moaned, even his friends have took them and my Son and Daughter, friends as well, actually who ever is here at the time...
and that brings us to now and the email l had this morning which totally overwhelmed me and showed how far l have come.................
Love and hugs my lovelies
Mrs Happy xxx
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